Break Away

I vomit the truth

like a love sick dog -

I need you

I worship you

I scratch at your chest

I hang on your feet

You hold me by my wrists

You push me to the ground

I lie here screaming

I wish you could hear me

Hear my heart aching

from this great loss

Disorientated from the

chaos in my head

Trying to understand

the death you speak so calm

I am utterly depending on you

You give this dull being -

A reason to live

A reason to die