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I am very passionate and full of all kinds of emotions. I like to express myself through my poetry and hopefully someone can connect and identify with my poems. My poetry comes from the heart.

Tuesday 2 October 2012

Sexual Bonds

Satan strapped me to a stained bed.
Black from all the dried blood.
My sexual sins keep me captive.
My foolishness lured me here.
He laughs as his demons taunt me.
I cry myself to sleep.
The chains on my hands and feet
cuts trough my flesh like a razor.
The fire burning beside the bed
triggers my body to sweat acid.
The power of darkness is too great to overcome.
I am only a human being.

Hosea four verses six warned me:
“My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge.”
Still, I was enticed on my road to hell.
The recklessness of all my actions,
flickers like a movie before my eyes.
All my ungodly soul ties with former lovers,
haunts me every day of my miserable life.
Lust on the other hand, keeps me begging for more.

God is acquainted with my sexual binds.
Patiently He waits for my return.
However I am stuck in this hell.
And I see no escape.
Until one day an angel appeared.
He gave me the key to deliverance.

Jesus!
I renounce all sins of adultery, perversion, fornication,
lust, harlotry, illegitimacy and pornography in the
Holy Name of Jesus!

I am crucified  with   Christ.
I  do  not  let  sin  reign  my  body.

I   will   not   obey   its   lust.

Friday 28 September 2012

Dear Father

I lay down before You;

broken bones and sinful deeds,

ripped flesh and wasted time,

salty tears and pathetic excuses,

a beating heart and cold blood,

wrecked dreams and immoral thoughts,

a tired body and poor judgment,

a hunger soul and corrupt spirit.


I lay myself down in Your loving hands.

 

Part of Me


Part of me will always love you.

But part of me hates your truth.

Part of me will always belong to you.

But part of me has forgotten your name.


No longer will I fool myself into thinking this is love –

I will forget your ways

I will forget you never stayed

Now I have learned and I will never comapre

Feeling this numb gave me the power to withheld,
purging my thoughts out in the open.
Thoughts you never wanted to know.
 
Now I have learned and I will never compare.

Restraint is what got me here.
Weakness kept me begging.
Your addictive like my drugs and I’m hopeless for not leaving.

Now I have learned and I will never compare.

Tuesday 4 September 2012

Sick and Tired


I am sick and tired
Of being sick and tired
Sick and tiered of
emptiness
loneliness
frustration
isolation
heart ache
body break
bleeding dry
staying high
diving low
breathing slow
fornication
medication
irritating
masturbating
laziness
craziness
salty tears
foolish fears
nightmares
no one cares

My Beautiful Garden


Came take a walk with me
in my beautiful garden.
Take a look at my pink and yellow rosies,
And my pockets full of posies.

I’ll eat from your tree
And you’ll eat from mine.
I will water your love.
You can fertilize my hope.

Let’s bath in the sunshine,
and get lost in the rain.
Let’s explore all the options,
and rest in each others arms.

You can pick from my garden
whatever you want.
As long as you stay by my side,
we can play all day long.

I promise I will keep you entertained.
I promise I will keep you tamed.
If you promise you will be faithful
and always dwell in this garden of mine.

Monday 3 September 2012

Down in the Mouth


You walk around with apathy.
Satan hanging from your ear – smiling
Softly he whispers thoughts of doubt.
Thoughts that dismantle your hope.

Your shoulders too heavy to carry.
Your spine in a curve.
Your lips cracked from sighs.
Your soul black as hell.

You walk around discouraged.
Satan jumping from joy – blissful
Slowing he suffocates the only truth.
The truth that you will survive.

Giving up hope is victory for the treacherous.
Standing up and dusting off is failure to him.
Yield the demons with ecstasy.
Stand strong against the night.